Sunday, September 16, 2007

Finding the right way!

I always thought I knew what I wanted to do in life. I thought, I knew who I was and what I wanted to be. I was under the impression, that I am a focussed individual who knew where life is taking me and I wanted to be there too. This went on, until I realized, what I figured out was completely upside down.

Self actualization is a scary phase of human life. This is the time when one is trying to realize his/her potentialities and trying to manifest what he or she could/could not do. After repeated attempts of trying to ignore the fact that this was actually happening to me, I decided to face it once and for good. After being unhappy for a long time, not realizing why, I decided to find the unknown answer. Was my job really sucking the blood out of me? Was my personal life completely screwed up? I had no answer. I did not know what was going wrong. I started to remain silent. People thought I have changed. They started thinking that I have become high headed or a snob.

What I do today is going to make my future. Is it ok to take some risks in life? Is it alright to leave everything you have got and move on to get what you want?

While standing on the cross roads of life, I couldn't help but wonder, which is my right way? Am I standing on red signal waiting for it to change to green? Is there a GPS which can give you the directions to your destiny in life?

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